Emptiness.!


Counting the number of times you cross my mind,
Is like every day I am running against the time…
A thought of u is like wine,
My heart seizes & so does my mind…
Feeling of you is so vivid & wild,
Stars seem brighter in the vast sky…
Without u, it’s like wind stops blowing,
And the rain seems dry…
The days are quiet &
I spend sleepless nights…
You are my love,
You are my life…
But you didn’t recognize,
My love was buried with my cry…
After years of pain in wait…
I am still all alone with no ray of life…
My heart is getting slower,
And breath not coming right...
And I am leaving the world with a hope,
A hope to get you in the next life….!!!

Comments

  1. MJDecember 3, 2012 at 1:40 AM

    1st 2 lines are my favourite...!!!

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  2. HimanshuDecember 3, 2012 at 1:55 AM

    thanx MJ :)
    hope u'll keep giving your feedback :)

    ReplyDelete
  3. UnknownJanuary 1, 2015 at 2:03 AM

    Heart touching poem...a true story of a true lover

    ReplyDelete

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